INSPECT YOURSELF

DO SINCERE ASSESSMENT OF YOURSELF

Do some introspection and if you find yourself weak like a child then worry not but continue to pray 

                    اهْدِنَا الصِّرَاطَ الْمُسْتَقِيمَ

              Guide us to the right path

Get up at night and pray that may Allah show you His path. The Holy Prophet (saw) trained his companions in a gradual manner. 

What were they before? They were like seeds planted by a farmer. Then Holy Prophet (saw) watered them. He prayed for them. The seed was healthy and the soil was good and as a result of the watering, the fruit was also good.

They followed Holy Prophet (saw) in every manner and did not care if it was day or night. So, you also do sincere repentance, get up for Tahajjud, do supplications, correct your heart and leave your weaknesses behind. Mold yourself according to the will of Allah. Believe this, that the one who will put this into practice and perform the supplication and the prayers then God will shower His blessings on him and He will change his heart. Do not lose hope in your God.

(Malfuzat Vol 1 Pg 38)